Once upon a time, I had high hopes of creating a blog that was bigger than me. It grew a little and then, like my energy, deflated and failed. At least in my mind it did. It stopped being fun and I felt like I could only share it with a select few.

My last blog endeavor taught me what I don’t want. I don’t want to hide. I don’t want to force myself to be something I am not. I royally suck at both of those. In my revamping of this blog, I completely erased the past posts because they no longer fit.

In this new blog I will no doubt drive some of you batty with my kid talk. I do have three of them. BUT this is NOT a mommy blog…I am no super mom (no matter how hard I try). I screw up. I like, nay, love wine. I’m not a gourmet chef, whipping up the latest gluten free, sugar free, lactose free delicatessens. I like loud music, I eat too much, and I talk regularly about losing weight. Yes, I am pretty normal. Wrapped up in that normality is also a woman who loves the weird and macabre.

What do I plan for this blog now? Well, for now I plan on posting about life through my eyes. It’s ups and downs, ins and outs. We’ll see how that goes.