Where did it go…

Seems like I lost it such a long time
Ago
But then, I was a coward, wanting to be
Something so much more, but
Never stepping out of the shadows,
Never daring the light.
Never….
I look at you and your friends, so individualistic, and yet
Sheep yourselves….calamity in chaos, but all herding together
Apoplectic, acidic, pretending to be numb
But did you ever see what I have seen
Doubtful
How can you afford your modes of
Individuality
How do you reap the benefits of this
Bargain….by the way – do you shave your legs?
I for one want my individuality to shine without the outward
Appearance of impropriety
Children watch…learn…shall
I teach them to be the sheep or
The Shepherd.