“A demonic reaper asked to be my valentine and then killed his crazy ex-girlfriend to save my life. Tomorrow I was starting up antipsychotic meds.” ― Courtney Allison Moulton, Wings of the Wicked
So…I have ADD and MS…and anxiety…and…and…
I chronically feel tired to exhausted while not being able to focus on a single thing and worrying that something, somewhere (involving me or not) is going wrong and IT’S ALL MY FAULT.
Most days, I am O.K.(ish). I take my medications that help me focus, stay awake, and not panic.
The kids were so off this morning. I totally fell out of routine.
UGH. Stupid routines. On missed step and the meds get forgotten.
Today is a weird day…I’m zoned out, sort of functional, and itchy (allergies to dust and no antihistamine in me = awesome dermographic itchy skin).
I’d almost think I was stoned except that the only drug I have had is caffeine and not nearly as much as I normally do since my stomach is saying a big fuck you to me…fun times.
Hours of Pain – Jump Around